My intention: the gateway to my heart

I feel compelled to write this morning mainly to release some emotions I am carrying around with me that I am ready to let go of. I went to sleep giving myself Reiki right on the Heart Chakra, located…you guessed it right in the middle of the chest, the heart area. Since the beginning of my journey my intention is to help as many people as possible find there way home to themselves, to experience 3 things and not limited to, Self-Love, Confidence & Joy. My heart fills with unbelievable love when I see someone let go in Savasana, cry because of a release, trust me enough to share their intimate fears and pain, return to my classes week after week for guidance in their own transformation and the list can go on. I don’t do this for how much money I can make, to be the best, to compete or any of these ego driven things. My heart would be a lie if I lived by my ego and not my heart. I am very conscious of this and sometimes I need a reminder.

“To let go of attachment all you have to do is to let go of the thought of how something is supposed to be or how something should turn out” ~ Teal Swan

Each class, event, workshop or Reiki session I give is heartfelt. I pray everyday for the Universe/God to bring me the people that need me and the people I need. I realize now this prayer can also bring me people, circumstances and lessons that challenge my intention. In these moments of WTF!!!! I come back to my intention, give gratitude for all my blessings and the understanding I can not control ANYTHING, NOT A DAMN THING, NOTHING EVER and why bother. I must just stay true to my path and trust God will guide me. If you know me you know I am an open book. I share whole heartedly life situations, mistakes, regrets and the joys…not as a way to bitch or bog someone down with my own crap but as way to connect and to create openness with my relationships and interactions. I am not Gandhi, as I always say, I am just a person wanting to spread love. I get angry, I feel offended, I get hurt, I cry ALOT for you and me, I feel overwhelming joy, I try to be thoughtful and live my life with intention, I am humble to learn and grow from my mistakes and Lord knows I make mistakes. I am smart enough to know that the Universe will smack me over the head… hard…otherwise. I love the Universe so much and trust it immensely that I know it brings me so many blessings and amazing people. My, Wendy Lloyd, soul’s deepest desire is to spread love and light to as many as possible in this life. You deserve to feel extraordinary, happiness and filled with so much love your heart can’t stand it.